Useless laziness

Its exactly 2:30AM on a Tuesday night and Im suppose to be packing. I was suppose to start packing at 10pm, the time I woke up after an ill advised late evening nap, but 4.5 hours later, Im still doing anything but. Score one for the blog though, since apparently avoidance of packing is the sole trigger that can drive me out of my blogging funk. Who would of thought. For the blog's sake, I should avoid packing more often. Hell, the original Japanese Grudge movie (Ju On) is on TV, and Im watching it. Its night time, Im alone in my apartment, and Im watching one of the freakiest movies to come out in the last decade? Im biggest chicken shit in the world, what exactly am I doing?. Thats how much of a state of avoidance Im in.

I fly off to Vancouver on Thursday, and Im back in lovely Vancouver for 3 and a bit weeks. I plan to do S.F.A. too. Well, that is, apart from my motivation to getting back on track, P90X-wise (this unreal work schedule this whole summer has been the bane of my existence, its brought me down to a basement state of personal well being). Ive gained an additional 10lbs this summer because of working late constantly, doing insane hours and consequently eating nothing but shit. 10 lbs! And its not like I was in a position to gain anything before that... i was already 10 lbs over my ideal weight.. so now Im 20 lbs over. Wrong direction, Noy. I have a double chin now. I need to start getting rid of it while in Vancouver, because I disgust myself right now. At least there, Ill have time. Its my goal to work out or run or be involved in activity at least once each day. In life, Ive learned only now, that its good to set goals.. HA! so thats where Ive gone wrong all this time..

So anyways Ive contributed to blogspot this August. One accomplishment. Now pack Noli. I wont be able to do it tomorrow, my last day... Im playing soccer and then going for drinks with friends from out of town before I fly off. Otherwise, Id be procrastination late into the night tomorrow instead.